i've never seen my second brother get angry for so many days before and moreover at my mom somemore.
it's already been 3 days seen the phone call from STAR,asking him whether or not he would be able to go for the camp or whatever it is.just be cause my mom said no he started to get angry and not just at my mom but to everyone else.
when i came back from school 3 days ago,i already sense that something's not right with him.when i asked him something he won't answer.from that i know he's angry at something because that's he's character.when he gets mad he won't talk to anyone.
normally his anger will subside the next day but this time its 3 days.come on bro just because mom doesn't let you go you don't have to be so angry.my mom was so mad at him.complaining to me and my eldest brother saying things like my second brother thinks she's dead and talking to him is like talking the wall.i feel so sad.
then yesderday my parents couldn't take it anymore.my father scold him asking him what's wrong with him and all that.he answered back saying my mom didn't give him a reason why he can't go.let me tell you the screaming was so scary until i started crying.i didn't know why i cried.i was just seating doing my homework and the screaming starts. maybe because i saw the tears in my brothers eyes or maybe because i was scared .i didn't cry out loud because i don't want my parents to worry about me and start asking why i started crying(i don't know it myself either)so there i was sitting there crying silently.
later that night i heard my parents talking about my bro.my dad said he came and hug him after my dad told him it's all okay already and don't get angry anymore.when i heard that my eyes started to get wet again.
that was yesterday's story.today i thought he's going to be moody again becuse when he woke up he didn't say a word but then surprisingly when we went out for lunce at Jusco Cheras Selatan he was back to his normal funny self.i was so happy that my bro is back.
definitely his angry attidude does not suit him and it's scary when he's angry.he needs some anger mangement
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maybe its cos of some hormones...hehe...
hmm.. is tat happened on ur 2nd bro right?.. well.. as my research.. i found tat every 2nd son in the house was the strangest fella in house.. they r more likely to get angry easily and its of coz.. becoz of something they can't accept..
i myself is the 2nd son in the family too.. i did haf alot of time yelling at my parents becoz they are murmuring at me.. and i can't control my anger and screamed to them.. there are many cases happened on my family and is reali reali cause a discomfort in the family... if u dun mind, i shall share wif u here..
since my relationship between jing and me, these 'family quarrel' happens over and over again... they are trying to convince me not to start this relationship.. and i dun haf the reason Why.. and they didn't told me too.. so i rejected their order and scream lik hell in the house.. my little brother was at the living room and perhaps oO he was doing wat u did oO.. and i noe.. my shouting was scary.. i nvr been lik tat ever since i started my relationshiop.. i shouted to my parents and my elder brother asked me to calm down.. and after tat day.. i am a hot-tempered person and dislike other ppl talk bout my relationship wif ur monitor.. =="
and .. i had thought for many days for my parents' reaction to my case.. so.. i am so so so upset and felt a sense of boredom for it.. mayb i shld let go.. gosh..
and 1 more case tat left a deep cut in my heart... it was during the New year.. midnite... 3 hours after 12am on 1/1/2008.. tat time i knew i had a bad New Year ever.. becoz i went out and haf a drink wif my boy gang.. and i thought my friend had inform my mom bout i'm going out.. due to the situation lik i am "going out from home w/o informing".. i get scolded by my mom who waiting for me at home until 3am.. so i duno why i can't control my temper and the yelling starts again.. 3am in the morning..
i had a hard time after tat.. luckily my bro was ther.. he is reali a great PRS.. (he elder than me 2 years).. for ur info, their batch of PRS was considered the 'zaman kegemilangan' PRS.. and reali.. he calm me down and we talked about an hour.. and finally he makes me apologise to my parents.. and i did..
until now.. i nvr ever try to start my yelling to my parents again.. it is reali reali a dreadful experience for me..
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